Don’t give up. The Lord of Heaven and Earth is with you.
You may be caught up in devastating feelings, despair , disappointment, doubt. In the middle of such difficulty, it is very hard to see things clearly. ( I know). It may even be difficult to see God’s love. How much He really loves you.
Think about Job in the Old Testament who went through difficult times. He lost his whole family, virtually everything he owned. He was overcome by terrible sickness.
Look at what Job said during his difficult times:
“Behold, I go forward but He is not there,
And backward, but I cannot perceive Him;
When He acts on the left, I cannot behold Him
He turns on the right, I cannot see Him.
No matter what you feel or what happens, God does exist and He deeply loves you. No matter how awful things become, no matter what happens, we can never be separated from God’s love in Christ Jesus.
“Wait on the LORD: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the LORD”
If you hang on and trust God you will be able to say with Job:
“But He knows the way I take;
When He has tried me, I shall come forth as gold”.